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Monday, August 4th, 2003
4:42 am	Fucken Eh.... Hey, you're Jello Biafra, former lead singer for punk rock band the Dead Kennedys, as well as a spoken word artist and lead singer for LARD. With a penchant for politics and having faced the wrath of the U.S. government, you tend to be a little paranoid of Big Brother. What insane singer are you? brought to you by Quizilla And I didn't even cheat! But I did it again and I got Ozzy the second time, both sets of answers were true tho. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Depeche Mode - Personal Jesus (Comment on this)
4:12 am	Warped Fucken Rocked!!!!!! Aw man it was awesome! Best experience of life. Well...not quite, but right up there. Mad Caddies were a lot better than I expected...they put on a pretty decent live show. Suicide Machines kicked ass because a-they rock, and b-they got the crowd to pull a "braveheart" and divided us in half and got us to run straight at each other. That didn't work very well though, so they got the whole Suicide Machines crowd to run at the Ataris crowd and a lot more people died. It was fun...I got my head stomped on:) There was this new band (new=I haven't heard of them before) called S.T.U.N. and they were pretty cool. I got to see only a bit of their show, but I seem to remember the guitarist being pretty sexy. The best bands were definetly the Dropkick Murphys and Rancid. The DKM pit was the greatest ever, as it was a lead of huge drunken Irishmen stomping the midgets. I managed to survive and it was so much fun! Then I had to suffer through Pennywise *shudder* in order to get a decent spot for Rancid. It was completely worth it though, becuase I ended up sqeezing my way right up to the rail! I spent two hours with steel digging into my ribs chatting with some of the drunken Irishmen who shared their smokes with me (mine got soaked...it rained all afternoon). MATT FREEMAN IS A FUCKING GOD! His Maxwell Murder solo went on for years and years, it was the greatest thing I've ever heard. So anyway, if there was anyone who was at the Barrie show, leave me a comment and we can swap stories. Current Mood: sore Current Music: Fields of the Nephelim - Sumerland (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 1st, 2003
1:49 pm	I'm Baaaaaaaaaaccccccccckk... Hi everyone. I have come home from Greece. Yay! All good fun. Warped Tour this weekend and Campfire at Cody's tonight. Anywho, I was studying philosophy in Greece...very very cool. Quite basic stuff, but it was really nice to be able to discuss it with intelligent, articulate people. Sadly, I odn't have enough time to disscuss it in detail here. Not that it would be horribly interesting for anyone who wasn't there anyway:) I'm not going to have a lot of time to post here during the summer, but I will when I can. Hope everyone's summer is treating them well. Oh BTW, for all of you dead baby joke lovers, Dave and I invented a new word...BABYCIDE! I have too much time on my hands. Current Mood: rushed Current Music: Bauhaus - The Passions of Lovers (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 28th, 2003
10:16 pm	Hi, Kids. Well, to quote SNL's Celebrity Jeporady, this situation "has reached a new low". Only this time it isn't funny. Kelly has stopped talking to both Brett and Beth, and vice versa, and I think that Dave is mad at Kelly too, even though he hasn't said anything. After the show last night, I was supposed to go camping with Brett, Beth, Joe, Cody, Dave, and some other people. But since my parents are nazis, I had to go home, so I went to Brayden's house with Kelly instead. I had a lot of fun anyway though. Kelly was hiding away somewhere with Zach, so I sat at the fire with Brayden and Rob and talked for a long time. They're great guys. I always thought Rob was just quiet, but that's only around large groups. Brayden is the greatest kid alive though! Just inexplicably cool. Hate that I meet new people right when I have to go away for a month. The other new greatest kid alive is Mike, who is going out with Danielle. It's good to see her happy again. Before the show I went to Jen Capelli's house with Tracy to get together for the first time as a band. It was alright...we didn't get a whole lot of playing done, and it was mostly Tracy playing her songs and Jen and I joining in playing basic boring stuff. I worked with a few basslines with Jen and she liked them. The thing was, although I really liked all Tracy's stuff, none of it was punk, and that's what she told me she wanted. Ah well, we'll get more done when I get home. Ummm...that's about it...I went on a clothing-making binge today! I made a pair of cutoff cord shorts (below knee type thingys) and I bleached the Bauhaus logo onto the back of a black sweatshirt. Good fun! I also *gulp* bought 3 skirts at Value Village! If you know me, and know that I never wear skirts, you will find this strange. But it's going to be so fucking hot in Greece, and I refuse to wear shorts (body issues). One's plaid and knee-length, one's black lace and halfway down the calf, and the other (which isn't a summer skirt, but it was so cool I had to get it anyway) was black and floor-length and slightly flared...beautiful. So that's it. Now I've started collecting "girly" points every time I wear a skirt. Heh heh. Current Mood: rediculously obese Current Music: Bauhaus - Spirit (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 26th, 2003
9:42 pm	Yee-haw. Well, I'm back from the island, and FUCKEN TIRED. Holy shit...you have no idea how hard we're being worked at volleyball. It's good that that's the only sport I'm still interested in, because otherwise I would be dead. Literally. It is so fucking hot in that gym...and our school is too damn cheap to have the shithole air conditioned... Anywho, had a great weekend at the cottage...I stayed an extra day with Philip and Vicky. It was great. On monday, everyone else left (population went from 16 to 3 in two hours), and we just hung around doing nothing and relaxing for two days. Philip and I stayed up talking for most of the night(s). It was really nice to talk to him for so long...I hadn't seen him since that one swim meet he came to in London, and we didn't have a lot of time to talk then. He's a cool kid. I got back to the real world and immediately remembered why I hate it. Beth and Brett are now going out. Kelly is extremely upset. Everyone is "tense", as Dave put it. Dave and Cody are still normal (forgot to call Cody back! Shit!), but I don't know about everyone else. At least Brett and Beth are happy. It was pretty obvious that they were going to end up together sooner or later, but the fact that it's now clear that Beth is the reason Brett dumped Kelly...wow this must be confusing as fuck for anyone who doesn't know these kids! Anywho, the point is, I wish everyone could just get along...I like them all so much I just want somewhere or some group of people where I can feel totally safe and comfortable. I don't have that. I never did. I thought I did, when I first met Kelly, Brett, Beth, Joe, and Cody, but now everything is just falling apart. Mostly because people are too stubborn to talk about our problems and admit that everyone is at fault. AHHHHHHHH! Moving on, my mother went on an anti-Cure tyrade this morning in the car. It was quite upsetting. I love them, but apparently they're now "evil evil shit". Yep. Well I have to go. The new Harry Potter is just sitting there begging to be read...and I have to finish Sophie's World by Monday (WHICH IS WHEN I LEAVE FOR GREECE!!!!). I am also reading The Handmaid's Tale and The Iron Heel at the same time. For some odd reason, I like to have 3 or 4 books on the go at once...I have never known why. The end. I'm off. Caio. Whatever they say..... Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: London After Midnight - Kiss (I think?) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
1:53 pm	I feel the need to clear this up... I will say it now and never again... I AM NOT A GOTH. NOR AM I A PUNK. SO FUCK OFF. Seriously people, just liking the music does not make you a goth, a punk, or anything else. I have goth friends, I have punk friends, I have preppy friends...I don't descriminate on basis of scene. I just like people. So for anyone who decides that I am a "poseur" because I post at both the gothmusic and punksnotdead communities, fuck off. I like the people, and I like the music. Don't judge me. Alrighty...now that that's out of the way...SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!! I am rediculously happy now. I have just two more exams (English and history) and then I'm DONE for two whole months! Julie and I are going up to my cottage this weekend...should be great fun. Some Swedish guy named Hans is going...apparently he's hilarious. Never met him, but he's friends with the Bergens, so he must be a nice guy. Oh, and in case I haven't yet mentioned this, I can now start writing the screenplay for a movie called "How to Lose a Girl in 10 Days". #1: Don't call her in over two weeks. Foolproof. Justin is fucken out the door next time he shows his face...stupid fucker. "You're an amazing girl", "I really care about you", etc. etc. BULLSHIT. Proves my point that love doesn't exist. It's all bullshit to get laid. Wrote a song this morning while I was supposed to be writing my french exam. (I finished early, so I just wrote for a while). It's called "Beautiful Girl" and the chorus goes something like "Hides behind a flawless face/Sells her body sells her soul/Can't escape the dull perfection/Beautiful girl", and so on. It's a work in progress. I'm thinking of posting my songs on here so I can get some honest opinions on my lyrics...I honestly don't know if they're good, of if they're complete shit. I'll get around to it later on. Anywho, I'm off for now...Bronze Med exam tonight:( It sucks that I'm doing it late, because I'm working with a bunch of 14 year olds. Although the age difference isn't that much, sometimes I really feel a lot older than they are (not meaning to sound like a stuck-up, "more mature than thou" bitch). Well, it's the last week, so I'll be rid of them soon. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Exploited - Psycho (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 15th, 2003
11:49 pm	Ahhh! I forgot to use my Misfits icon! I hope it works, or I might have to shoot something. Eeeeehhhhhhh.... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
11:47 pm	Yay! I now have a Misfits icon! Wheee! Apparently it doesn't like to work...I dunno. I figured out how to make them and all, so now I'm just happy. Yay. The end. Yah so short entry today...just finished writing my last history assignment...fuck I hate my fucken teacher. I'm having a fucking hell of a time with school right now...there are only a few days left before exams, so I am all stressed out, plus I'm trying to quit smoking. And eating. And it's not working... Speaking of quitting smoking, Brett gave me one of his infamous pickle forks the other night. (If you don't understand why pickle forks are so funny, it means you are not Brett. Or Beth.) But anyway, I'm supposed to chew on it every time I get a nicotine craving. Very sweet of him, but it's not quite the same thing. I've been trying really hard though...I have to quit while I'm in Greece, so I might as well start now and not go completely insane while I'm over there. Ah man...I keep forgetting that there are St. Thomas people who read this now, so I can't say absolutely everything...some things have to be censored. That's life though...censoring everything that comes out of your mouth (or in this case, fingertips). It shouldn't have to be that way, but it is. Alas. Heh. Well I said this would be short, and I really have to get to bed relatively on time tonight, so I'm off. The end (for real this time). Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Rasputina - Invisible (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 14th, 2003
2:34 pm	Apparently I have nothing better to do than these stoppid fuckin quizzes... But of course, who could resist finding out which member of the greatest band in the world (other than Bauhaus) they are? Naturally, if I had come up as Michael Graves, I would have shot myself. Gimme Danzig any day. In my opinion, Graves tries too hard...although the makeup is pretty fucken cool... Thankfully, I'm Only. Wheee. You are Jerry Only, the amazing bass player of the Misfits. You work hard to keep this band alive and well I guess they owe it all to you! You are the heart of the band! Which Misfits member are you? brought to you by Quizilla Woot woot. I need to find a Misfits icon for this thing. Anyone have a good one? Current Mood: bored Current Music: Nirvana - Love Buzz (Comment on this)
Friday, June 13th, 2003
7:32 pm	Wow, I'm a fiend... As if I needed a quiz to tell me that! Half of my wall is covered by the biggest fucken Misfits poster ever...it's great. I wake up and look at the skull and I'm not quite as sad about life...heh heh:) You are a fiend. Not overly obsessed, though, which is GOOD! I wuv you, fiend. Let's go out and kill tonight. Are you a TRUE fiend (die hard Misfits fan)? brought to you by Quizilla I also find it amusing that one of the questions was about your "preferred mode of transport". Heh heh. Current Mood: fat Current Music: Misfits (heh heh) - London Dungeon (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 12th, 2003
6:07 pm	Wheee... Bart,NAUGHTY NAUGHTY!You are a school prankster and you can irratate the hell out of others including your family.You are into skateboarding and finding yourself in detention. .::What Simpson Character Are you?::. brought to you by Quizilla I don't know how they concluded this, considering the test had only three or four questions, none of which pertained to skateborading or detention...but whatever. Current Mood: cold Current Music: Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit (Comment on this)
4:00 pm	Apparently.... Cocaine. You like to talk, you like to run, but most of all you like to have fun. Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures] brought to you by Quizilla I am not that much of a psycho hyper person. Ah well. Aaaannndddddd..... You're depressed. Really you are. And you definitely have a reason. You often space out and stare at things blankly, even if you're normally hyper and energetic. This is because nothing really seems important anymore. You might just be sad right now, or you might be manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa and stuff'll be ok. How Depressed are You? brought to you by Quizilla I actually think I am manic d. Woot woot. This quiz was strange as all fuck tho... And I'm bored as fuck. Eating a rice cake with cream cheese. 50 calories...and I'm not eating supper. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
10:49 pm	I jsut find this so amusing...*smirk* You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a little bit cocky and usually associated with evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You probably just don't give a damn,but it's everyone else's fault if you don't because you're too awesome to have any real faults. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: tired Current Music: Metallica - King Nothing (2 Comments |Comment on this)
10:00 pm	*drool* peter murphy *drool* I should be writing my french essay now. It's due on friday and I'm not going to have much time tomorrow.....but I really don't want to. Ah well, it's only french. I skipped both french and history today, and no one called my house. Maybe they've given up on my ever showing up again. Heh heh. Dave Lacey is one of my new favorite people. That guy's great. He is totally quiet most of the time, but when he does speak, it's either something intelligent or something hysterically funny. Great kid. I have decided that when I get down to 115 pounds, I will get myself a tattoo on my lower back as a reward. I'm thinking lower back because that's the kind of place I never let show now because I hate it. I'm quite confident, especially as I have now given up chocolate. Never again. Mom offered me an ice cream bar thingy tonight (chocolate coated), but thankfully I was on the computer and my background is Peter Murphy being sexy, so I said no. I don't know if I mentioned the fact that he is triggering for me. Well, he is. The end. I somehow managed to find my way to Holly's and Kate's websites...they don't know me, and I don't know them, so it's quite amusing that I spent almost a half an hour looking at them. But Holly had a picture of Justin Coutts on hers! I miss that child. He should stop being a crack addict and come home. Melissa spends all her weekends getting hammered in Guelph now (I don't approve). Oh funny story...I spent an hour wandering around Talbot St. last night looking for a fucking cigarette! I was quite desperate, so I just walked and walked until I found some guy with No.7s and he gave me one. Yay. It made me a half hour late getting home, but whatever, my parents were out anywho. How do they expect me to make cerfew when they aren't even home? I was stressed out again last night because people are fighting again. Kelly, Brett, and Dave were supposed to come over and watch a random movie, but Kelly ditched us for some Brent guy, so Brett got mad and went home, so I got frustrated and went home, so Dave had to go home to an insane mother. Grrrrrr...why can't people just get along? But I'm going to read some before bed. I'm almost done "The Iron Heel" by Jack London. It's quite good. Read it. Now. Do it. Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: X-Ray Spex - Identity (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
5:32 pm	Dead babies... I thought I was the only person in St. Thomas to bother with a Dj. Apparently not. Found some other ppls...if you're one of them, hi. Anywho...skipped off school today to go dress shopping with Julie for prom. She's going with Dooby...nice kid, but not who she wanted to go with...but I'm not allowed to say anything more or she's eat me alive. Found this really pretty blue and sparkly thing for cheap-ish. Successful day I guess. Thank god I'm not going to prom tho...I would not have fun. No I would not. Hate getting dressed up because I'm too fucking fat. There were these amazing red dresses at Fairweather in White Oaks...they had flamenco-type seaming along the bottom, but all I could think about was how I am too damn fat to wear them. Sad sad sad. I now have an ana buddy! Well, we didn't actually use the term "ana" at any point, but we decided we'd help each other get "so thin that we can't menstruate any more". Ohhhh that would be perfection. Side not: I now find pictures of Peter Murphy triggering. Wieeeeeeerd... Ah well, he's sexy. Him and Billy Martin. Too bad Billy's band is complete shit (Good Charlotte). They are both triggering, just because they're beautiful, and Peter is the Kate Moss of the male world. It's hard for me now...I have to make up excuses every time I miss a meal. My mom wants me to eat supper with the family every night! It's rediculous! Last night I "ate" at the house where I was babysitting, and tonight I'm going out with Kelly, Brett and Beth. Speaking of...Cody and Joe are mad at Brett. It's wierd because Cody doesn't get mad at people. As usual, all hell broke loose because of some stupid misunderstanding. I think Dave's head is going to explode if people keep fighting...it's driving him insane more so than the rest of us. Oh yeah about the subject...I find dead baby jokes hysterical. Julie and I got freakishly bored last night and looked up shitloads of them. Just do a google search for "dead baby jokes", and you'll find plenty. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Misfits - London Dungeon (Comment on this)
Monday, June 9th, 2003
6:16 pm	Stuff...and more stuff... New band! And boyfriend. Wheee. Quite frankly, I'm a lot more excited about the band. Tracey Green will be playing guitar, some Jen chick on drums, and me on bass. Thank holy fuck Dan never got around to his "rock" band...that wouldn't have been fun. Tracey wantes "punk" tho, so I have to start working on some new songs. New BF is Justin. Sweetie. But quite interested in sex and music, and that's about it. Nice kid tho. Won't last long, expecially since he and Brett hate each other. Meh. I hate having to divide my time... But I have to go babysit now (yay for making money...can you tell I'm desperate?). I'll check back later tonight depending on what time I get home. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Siouxsie and the Banshees - Kiss Them For Me. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 27th, 2003
7:31 am	Bowling for Columbine... I watched Bowling for Columbine at Cody's house last night. Unfortunately, I had to go early so I didn't see the end of it, but what I did see was really good. The NRA scares me. Yep. Having a pro-gun rally right after the 6 year old shot the other 6 year old, then claiming not to know about it...yeah right. Also the "Michigan Militia" who feel that if yo don't own a gun, you are not fullfilling your obligation as an American citizen. Fuck me...that's some frightening shit! One thing that bugged me though...they targeted goth music because of Marilyn Manson. Ahhh! This drives me insane! Although I like his music, Manson is not goth. Shock. That's it. And a narcissist (naming his band after himself...hate it when people do that!). Anywho, I quote "[Germany], home of sinister goth music". Wow goth is misunderstood. That's all I have to say...very very misunderstood. Anywho, I'm off to school now (sadly, I actually have to go today. I think I'll skip history again just because I hate the new teacher. I've been about 3 times in the last month. And I still have a decent mark. Wheee! Unfortunately I think that may change as I skipped a presentation yesterday...oops). I hate school. I dread going every day. I wake up and just would rather claw my own eyes out than go to classes. The only good part of school is seeing friends. There's only so many people you can fit into a weekend schedule, and I haven't seen Julie since Friday. Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Peter Murphy - Low Room (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 26th, 2003
4:31 pm	And Another.... Which British Band Are You? I don't know why I post these...I guess it's so other people can be bored and take them too. Wheee. (Comment on this)
4:18 pm	Bored as Fuck Your ideal mate is Nightcrawler. His appearance may be a bit off-putting, but his heart and personality more than make up for it. He is shy and isn't very sociable and comes off as a bit of a loner (but you'll fix that). He is also devoted and strong, and he always seems to just *pop* up whenever you need him the most. : ) Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only) brought to you by Quizilla Yep...Bored as Fuck. Canya tell? Current Mood: bored Current Music: Dead Kennedys - I Kill Children (Comment on this)
1:10 am	Oh yeah... If anyone has a good pic I can use for this journal thingy...I don't care what it is as long as it's not Avril Lavine or Blink 182 or NSync or something. And no cheesy lovey-dovey things either. (Comment on this)