Current mood:	frustrated
Current music:	London After Midnight - Kiss (I think?)

Yee-haw.
Well, I'm back from the island, and FUCKEN TIRED. Holy shit...you have no idea how hard we're being worked at volleyball. It's good that that's the only sport I'm still interested in, because otherwise I would be dead. Literally. It is so fucking hot in that gym...and our school is too damn cheap to have the shithole air conditioned...

Anywho, had a great weekend at the cottage...I stayed an extra day with Philip and Vicky. It was great. On monday, everyone else left (population went from 16 to 3 in two hours), and we just hung around doing nothing and relaxing for two days. Philip and I stayed up talking for most of the night(s). It was really nice to talk to him for so long...I hadn't seen him since that one swim meet he came to in London, and we didn't have a lot of time to talk then. He's a cool kid.

I got back to the real world and immediately remembered why I hate it. Beth and Brett are now going out. Kelly is extremely upset. Everyone is "tense", as Dave put it. Dave and Cody are still normal (forgot to call Cody back! Shit!), but I don't know about everyone else. At least Brett and Beth are happy. It was pretty obvious that they were going to end up together sooner or later, but the fact that it's now clear that Beth is the reason Brett dumped Kelly...wow this must be confusing as fuck for anyone who doesn't know these kids!
Anywho, the point is, I wish everyone could just get along...I like them all so much I just want somewhere or some group of people where I can feel totally safe and comfortable. I don't have that. I never did. I thought I did, when I first met Kelly, Brett, Beth, Joe, and Cody, but now everything is just falling apart. Mostly because people are too stubborn to talk about our problems and admit that everyone is at fault. AHHHHHHHH!

Moving on, my mother went on an anti-Cure tyrade this morning in the car. It was quite upsetting. I love them, but apparently they're now "evil evil shit". Yep.

Well I have to go. The new Harry Potter is just sitting there begging to be read...and I have to finish Sophie's World by Monday (WHICH IS WHEN I LEAVE FOR GREECE!!!!). I am also reading The Handmaid's Tale and The Iron Heel at the same time. For some odd reason, I like to have 3 or 4 books on the go at once...I have never known why.

The end. I'm off. Caio. Whatever they say.....