Current mood:	aggravated
Current music:	Exploited - Psycho

I feel the need to clear this up...
I will say it now and never again...

I AM NOT A GOTH. NOR AM I A PUNK. SO FUCK OFF.

Seriously people, just liking the music does not make you a goth, a punk, or anything else. I have goth friends, I have punk friends, I have preppy friends...I don't descriminate on basis of scene. I just like people.

So for anyone who decides that I am a "poseur" because I post at both the gothmusic and punksnotdead communities, fuck off. I like the people, and I like the music. Don't judge me.

Alrighty...now that that's out of the way...SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!! I am rediculously happy now. I have just two more exams (English and history) and then I'm DONE for two whole months! Julie and I are going up to my cottage this weekend...should be great fun. Some Swedish guy named Hans is going...apparently he's hilarious. Never met him, but he's friends with the Bergens, so he must be a nice guy.

Oh, and in case I haven't yet mentioned this, I can now start writing the screenplay for a movie called "How to Lose a Girl in 10 Days". #1: Don't call her in over two weeks. Foolproof. Justin is fucken out the door next time he shows his face...stupid fucker. "You're an amazing girl", "I really care about you", etc. etc. BULLSHIT. Proves my point that love doesn't exist. It's all bullshit to get laid.

Wrote a song this morning while I was supposed to be writing my french exam. (I finished early, so I just wrote for a while). It's called "Beautiful Girl" and the chorus goes something like "Hides behind a flawless face/Sells her body sells her soul/Can't escape the dull perfection/Beautiful girl", and so on. It's a work in progress. I'm thinking of posting my songs on here so I can get some honest opinions on my lyrics...I honestly don't know if they're good, of if they're complete shit. I'll get around to it later on.

Anywho, I'm off for now...Bronze Med exam tonight:( It sucks that I'm doing it late, because I'm working with a bunch of 14 year olds. Although the age difference isn't that much, sometimes I really feel a lot older than they are (not meaning to sound like a stuck-up, "more mature than thou" bitch). Well, it's the last week, so I'll be rid of them soon.

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	death_tumor 2003-06-18 11:07 am UTC (link)
	^^ I know what you mean, I hate people that discriminate on a scene basis. It's retarded, you're awesome about it though. :) Glad school is out. ;D Beautiful Girl sounds great, you should post it when you finish. You really should post your lyrics. Lindsey (Reply to this)

	muffin03 2003-06-18 10:00 pm UTC (link)
	::smiles:: you and i are goign to get along famously. i feel the same damn way. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	addictedtooi 2003-06-26 03:31 pm UTC (link)
	Yay! And your name is muffin...that just adds bonus points. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: muffin03 2003-06-26 04:32 pm UTC (link)
	Haha. It's a nickname my friend Stephanie started calling me last year. She's cupcake. And my friend Keri is HoeHoe (like the little Debbie Snack). LMAO. We're a weird bunch... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: addictedtooi 2003-06-26 04:40 pm UTC (link)
	That's not wierd...my friends and I did that a lot especially at the beginning of this year. There was Muffin, Cupcake, Donut, and Cookie. It was great. There was also Cheesecake, but I hate cheesecake (the food, not the person). (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: muffin03 2003-06-27 10:52 am UTC (link)
	I dont like it either. The toppings are good though...yumm... (Reply to this) (Parent)

Janina ! htpp://bowie-firey.diaryland.com

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2003-06-19 02:23 am UTC (link)

Hey i found your journal on account of Christinas journal. So I just wanted to tell you, that i understand how you feel about people trying to label you. I mean shit we can't dress a certain way, or people will say something. I recently dyed my hair black, and bought some black framed glasses, and now everyone is calling me little miss goth. It pisses me off, because i'm not goth, and wouldn't like to be called goth. And half the time, most people don't even know the true meaning of goth. lol Sorry this is long, but just wanted to let you know, 'm on your side, so tell those fuckers to fuck off!

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	Hey tml 2003-06-19 10:00 am UTC (link)
	Yea, I was at CECI for a bit. Glad that school's out, even though I dropped out like 2 months ago, lol. Have a great summer, hun. I know I will ;). (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Re: Janina ! htpp://bowie-firey.diaryland.com addictedtooi 2003-06-26 03:38 pm UTC (link)
	Dum-de-dum... You should get a DJ! They're fun. Outlet for stuff and things and stuff...and there are lots of nice people online. Yep. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	crimsonashes 2003-06-26 03:29 pm UTC (link)
	Teh, I love you. Marry me. lol (Reply to this)

	bluekitty 2003-06-26 03:33 pm UTC (link)
	Im finally added you to my friends list! ;)p (Reply to this) (Thread)

	addictedtooi 2003-06-26 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	Sweet! I promise to comment and read and be nice. Woot woot. (Reply to this) (Parent)