I Eat Babies' Journal

Cleaning up...
I've been going through old journal entries and editing the ones with SI/ED references. Not that anyone reads these anyway, but I don't want to have to go back and look at them. Doesn't make me too happy (can't imagine why not...).

I hate weekends like this. I sit around in my pyjamas for two days, eating too much and watching movies. Now I feel amazingly fat and my hair is a mess. Haven't been on the computer since friday night, and, since then, have watched Clockwork Orange, Metropolis, Harry Potter (yes, Harry Potter), and the entire BBC Gormenghast (which is absolutely amazing). Didn't get out of bed except when Brayden came over for a few hours last night, and we spent most of that time in bed anyway. Started updating my ED diary (an actual book - no more of this computer nerd bullshit) again. Holy Mother Earth the pictures in that thing made me throw up, which I guess is a good thing, considering.

Oh, and I saw HIM again. Talked to HIM on the phone for a while last night. I don't know what to think anymore, except that I think Julie is actually in love with him. Honestly. I am so confused, why can't my life be normal?

Speaking of normal lives, Julie is no longer in love with HE (the other one). Mad and crazy events of the weekend. I don't even want to repeat it all.

Want to shoot myself in the head. Have to babysit in an hour. Will probably end up killing the child, I'm in such a bad mood.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Beethoven's 9th.