Current mood:	scared
Current music:	Kiss - Domino

I'm confused and scared...
I had another "episode" today. I don't know what happened...I just kind of woke up on the floor...there was vomit in the toilet and blood on the floor...thank fuck Paula wasn't home.

Anyway, I was at Jason Bolt's house last night. Fun times. Jeff Keleher got so drunk that he threw up all over the place a lot of times. Idiot.

I slept there and Tony drove me home this afternoon. I have spent the day on the internet, doing housework, and avoiding phone calls. I kind of just want to be alone. I haven't really had "alone time" since I got back, so it's really nice to be able to just do whatever I want. I'm probably not going out tonight, I'll just stay home and watch Rocky Horror Picture Show, which Julie got me as a coming home present:) J'adore that movie! *I'm just a sweet transvestite...from Transexual...Transylvania!* Great stuff. Quality. watched Requiem for a Dream last night...that was really good too. And Bolty's TV colour was off, so everything was trippy and wierd...the water was green and the grass was yellow and the sky was green too...it kinda enhanced life in general. I have to say that Sarah was the character that made me the most depressed. I cried. A lot. It was truly amazing.

But I have to go, as I just overcooked the lentils. Shit. J'adore lentils aussi, mais j'ai aucun avis a manger. I drink du the and eat du gomme mais c'est tout. I'll stop talking in French now. I'm a nerd:)